Well, I met with the midwives today, and every thing's looking like it's supposed to. I am now 38 weeks and 2 days. That means we have a little less than 2 weeks to go. If she's on time. If she wants to hang out in utero the way Josephine did, than I still have a month left of pregnancy. I sincerely pray that is not the case.
This has by far been the hardest pregnancy I've had. I guess that's what happens when you carry 4 full-term babies back to back in 6 years. It takes its toll out on you. And the old grey mare, she ain't what she used to be. And let's face reality here people, I'm not getting any younger. When I first started this journey called motherhood I was 24, fresh faced and about to graduate from college, and in the best shape of my life as a recently retired aerobics instructor. Needless to say, the fact that I haven't done a single grapevine in those 6 years, coupled with taking care of 3 little ones, while carrying another little one, has made this pregnancy the most taxing. I'm tired all the time. I'm even convinced that I may have somehow acquired pregnancy-induced narcolepsy. I can no longer stay awake even for my favorite shows. I've never heard of this disorder before, and I've never known anyone else to have it. So I may be the first. But I think it's for real...
I've never been a fan of the pregnancy aspect of child bearing. Give me labor and delivery once a month for 9 months, but do NOT give me 270 days of back pain, cramping, nausea, muscle spasms, heartburn, weight gain, and all the other unspeakable aspects of pregnancy. I guess it has something to do with the way I'm wired. I'd choose sprints--impulse, intensity, sudden bursts of energy--over marathons--steady, paced, in it for the long haul--any day of the week.
To the menfolk--if you get squeamish with pregnancy details, then stop reading here. But most of you are dads, so you're probably familiar with all the terminology. However, for all of you who DO care--i.e., my lady friends--as of today, I am 2 cm dilated, and 70% effaced. The baby is low (meaning she's dropped and ready to go and in the blast off position), and every thing is on course. So hopefully we'll have our little girl within the next two weeks!
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trooper. that's what you are.
Man, I can't believe it is time already. I'd be willing to bet when your child bearing days are through you will be running and aerobicising all over the place.
Wow!! You are really good at giving birth. It's a talent, Ange. I was really good at being pregnant. And then...anyway...it's almost over now, my friend. Hang in there.
I love you, Ange! and your babies.
I am with you all the way- I don't like the pregnancy part so much (it seemed to get worse each time, so now I am terrified for the next one!). I will say, given three years (Cavan is 3) I'm feeling great and my pregnancy past is kinda blurry. You're still young and you'll regain your energy and your body, I know it. Just be patient and remain confident! In the long run, I think the kids'll keep you younger and more healthy.
I'm so proud of you doing the natural births; good luck with all my love and strength!!!
uh, not to say it's gonna take you three years. . . . I think, really, when this last? one is here, you can focus on yourself for a while, right?
make ren get the operation. it's the least he can do.
love you guys and i'm looking forward to seeing some great photos.
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